Memories cannot be DELETED !

Ouh~ I wish i could delete my school memories ! But, i can't since it is too sweet to me --- T T
I just want to delete it just because i oftenly remembered them ... It makes me cry alone and laugh alone sometimes ~~ Am i going mad ?? ~~

No~! Its just i missed them really much ! Sob sob sob ~
I missed them ---- my friends : gurlz n boyz
---- my teachers : Cg Basri, Tcher Julia, Sir Maarof, Cg Salwa, Cg Aida, Cg Rodzlina, Cg Anun, Ustazah Che Nor n more..... i missed them so much ! TT TT
---- my juniors : Raj, Ishver, Nabila, Shu, Inani ... [psst! they r so lucky that i love them very much! muaahahaha ]

Huwaa~ eyes tearing up ! T T what to do?

Haa~ Just now went out w/ Ummi Hanim Hanisah Malina [ hNisah just went to school office only ! ]


we went over tpg ! hahaha ^^ so nice to have memories together back w/ them ~~ ^^
just want to relax my mind !! rmember friends that i will always LOVE all of u !

Thats why memories cant be deleted : If u deleted them , then u wouldn't taste the sweet of ur life ~

I've DECIDED on my new life !~ ^^

My name --- Nurul Farihin bt Aminudin
Net name --- Farynn Din
Nickname --- Ein
Korea name --- 김효인

That's all about my new life ~~ hahaha : D just happy to announce that i have new name in Korean ! Since it hard to decide what name is should be using ~~ ngee~ LOVE it sooo much ! ^^

just go on w/ it ! i already catch some of the people ! haha ^^

its all about activities ! ahhaha
laughing more ! ^^ hahhaha LOL !
shut up now ! be serious ! ; p

firstly,, i want to ask apologise for my beloved blog -- SO SORRY! mianhaeyo~ chalmothaessoyo ~~ TT TT [ FAKE tears ! ~ ]

bcoz -- i have been lefting u ... i didnt forget u bt i was 2 bz ~ cheongmal mianhae!

today,, im goin to be with u for a short time ! hope u satisfied yaa! ~ ^^

telling u and hoping for u all my friends to help me pray to the Almight God -- my greatgrandmother are not very well just like others day... sob sob sob TT TT so i hope u all can pray for her ~ (-.-)

this day too,, i had make my decision [ omo, i forgot how to spell DECISION man ! thats a bad news ! ] cont... i want to continue downloading songs n vid ! hahaha tats all ! u also can be like me ! through www.4shared.com ~ nice !

now ,, i just waiting at home for uncleSUPER to give me a call telling me that the 'L' is finished!

later,, want to start my first FANfict lorh !~ so need to go by now ! tata! bye2! annyong !

HUwaa~~ i I i I i I i T.T what to do ??? 어떡해요..

haa~ since im out of school ERA ... now im in big big biggy problem !
everyone want to books me ... haiyakk...
HATE IT ! growing into ADULTS worlds is so so so ..... T.T unFAIR !

어떡해요..
What to do now ???

my 1st ProB is ::
* I had been invited,, no no no actually had been books by SOME1 as VVIP goodies GIVER... maaa~ i dont want ! why ??? want to hear my babbling ?

BCOZ --- The person whos getting married is -- i dont evenn knew him though he is part of my family... so WTH is am i goin to help him ! naa~ dont want ! was praying it is wonderful if Kak L could came back n make that.! iTs her bro weds ! i dont want to get involved of it ! ; ( huh ~

2nd ProB now ::
* I am wondering what to take ! Taking n Studying ! Choosing course for our future nearly make me mad ! GILARK ! huh ~ so hard to go into the ADULTS roadway ! T.T
crying nver make me made the FULLSTOP ~ so must think hard n smart n pray to the God so i could get a better study njob ! ^^ Please help pray 4me too !

3rd ProB iss ::
* I want to TIDYup my room ! huhu so hard to BUANG ur things ! sob sob sob... i just giving too much LOVE for my THINGys ~ argh! how? How??

So,, now my BRAIN is almost goin to BLANK ! so btter stop thinking about my prob !
I could continue it next time ! ^^
Ping PONG ~~ taata!

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today [MINI] diaries ~~

just telling my recent xtvt!! ^^

hahaha, hving happy sunday! ; )
yesterday, i fnally figured out how to use the hangul keyboard [thouugh i only knew few words in hangul!]
yuppy! it goin to works, bt now need last step for perfect beautiful finish !

this monin, wake up.... bla bla bla bla......
start again wif my CITYVILLE in FB ! gosh, hving fun building my own city ! hehe

then start to search this n that,,,, n finally figured out, my MAIN xtvt!
hihihi ^.^

watching : : A Millionare First Love ! [ there hyun bin there !!!! ]

waiting it to finish.... lalalalaal.... gonna continue bcoming a mayor in my city !!!
baksu baksu baksu!

reading the on9 novel ,,,, she's my maid---- really like Emir thre!
** hate uncle Inn
** love gorgeous cutie pie ; Erica

download the Factory Converter ! [esahLAKSA suggestion]

# very dissapointed, cnnot watch --- Mei-chan's Butler
continue my MOVIES now! ^^

i have just LIKE him !

i have just LIKE him !

who?? i didnt think that i knew him! its just i saw his face last week when my KPP kursus already want to start !

just that time i couldnt see his face, and we went on different trip with SUPERuncle!
today, i went into the van with him behind, not actually behind, but BEHIIINNNNDDDD~~ yeaa~ thats exactly rite !

i even cant see his face, and he only can see my back......
waa~ so frustrating.......
hoping just 1 minute to knew something about him,,, but whatever i dreamt of never happen.... it is sooo saadd!
not losing any hope, i wait when we were goin back, bt hes not there! surely he go back off or train with those CARuncle!

lalalalala... heartbreaking, just knowing that maybe thats the last time i might ever be near to him again... sobsob

why i like him ??? he is who he is !hahahaha ; )
no its actually his criteria just like my future soulmate : KEY + JUNHO
^^ he has small eyes w/o eyelid! ( 난 좋아해 ! )
^^ he is tall : : i had just realised that when my x-FRENS said that many BOYs that i like is TALL! nver short!
^^ no other reason ~ its just bcoz i like it lorh !

so was hoping for another day, week or year to make me more nearer to him ! 기다려요!

about my 'LESEN KETA' ; )

look at my smile ! where ???? up there babes!

brightly !!!~ hahaha
just wanna tell that i have finished my Ujian Undang2 and i ' LULUS ' !!!!!!!!

though i only get 45/50, bt is still good as i dont FAILED ; D
yahoo~~~ thats the next step that ive taken to get my L~
waiting 4 SATURDAY 2 come n pick me to 6hours from gtting my L~~~

lalalalala~~~

BB Cream !~ really want it !!!!

long time ago, i asked my self n even my sis ..... what is that bb cream?????

at first i thought of many things for bb------
now i knew, BB stands for blemish balm! hahha~

from many reviews that i hve read, i can see that 'THE OUTSIDERS' bb cream is far better than Malaysia... aha! i really want to have it... since my skin is tan, so it will be hard to me to find the correct tone for my skin....

products that i know that have a better Q of bb cream is -----
^^ Missha

^^ skinfood
^^ the face shop [prob: only one tone! no other choice ! ]
^^ elianto [ dunno what prob it has, try it later! ]
^^ skin79
^^ dr.Jart
^^ BRTC
^^ Etude House [ prob : the tone is too light ~~ ]

so i have seen so many post of reviews, i think the best + better choice for my face is ----

MISSHA M PERFECT COVER BB CREAM NO31!~

it is suitable for tan skin...

however, it is so hard to find on9 shops that sell NO31!

that is the BIG prob now!! so how im goin to buy this ????

just now , i knew that there is MISSHA outlet at Ikano Power Centre ( GF )

so i was hoping in the nearest time i could travel there and bought this bb cream!!

wish me LUCK my friends!

credits 4 tis pix :: stephanie-nguyen.blogspot

huwaa~ huwaa~ huwwaa~~

start from the SATURDAY ~ [ 08/01/2011 ]
ive started my journey of taking 'LESEN KETA'
huhuu... nervous! but my ayg said, -- get ready to start mnongkat dagu in ur class !

huhuhu... really doesnt know what it means at the beginning, but now i knew already !! hahah

really ! not only mnongkat dagu, it is including mnongkat mata to stand and hear the KPP ....

bla bla bla bla bla~ luckily that i havent closemy eyes formore than10 sec~! if not, it seems that i goin to be kicked out of the class! hahaha ; D

really enjoy the first time i had to go w/out my school friend~ i meet new friend, hwever ive seen my old friends such as : luqman amirsyah, frahizzati, mira, hnisah n tqah

so i think im goin back tmorrow 2 go ujian undang2 kpp ~~ wish me luck ! ; )

my simple DIARY today ~ muahaha

wake up in the morning hearing something crakling...


ouh~ it was this little kid; name : BABY

not too little but still not ENORMOUS~

cute right? ; D
everyday+nighty time = she's rite bside me!

luckily ^^
does not get any ONE of my spinning KICK !

early in the mornin'' i had 2 clean up my cat cage.. yeeee~
then resting back = relaxing w/ twit n fb

had a nice day but still doesnt know how to kick out the `M' problem....hemm
guess it ? what are this disease n prob?

MALAS ~ herm................
if u hve any solution, just leave ur comment down there yup ! ; )

have a GOOD DAY ! ; D

chapter 2 ----- on9 shopping ; hardly to resist !

waa~ how im goin' to stop my money from flowing out of my pocket....... ????

could u think any other ways?
than stopping myself from opening this lappy.... mamamamama~~~~ already goin to faint!

too much thinking....

let me show what i had spend my money on . . . . . . .

WELCOME to the gallery of korean merchandise !~ [ excitedly ]

things that i already bought ! taraa!~

those are in my WISHLIST n already came true by the help of miss TINKERBELL !~ hahaha

my TINKERBELL , of course is my own money !~!~!

waaaa~ too much spending = regretting !!!!

however this are some order that haven't reach my home bcoz of shippin' prob ~

just wishing.....wishing....wishing....... to arrived safetly n even more faster!!

argh!~ when im goin to stop this!!! huhuhuhuhu... so hard so hardly to resist it........

maybe ive bcome more like my idol ; JUNHO

hahaha... i think : nevermind !

having more peace in my heart now!! : D

having time enjoying NETTING!~~

haha [ big LAUGH!~ ]

going for---

` reading novels on9 '
` facebookinggg! ~ '
` tweeettteeeringggggg.......~ '
` playing games ; D '

join me together GUYS n GIRLS !
visit this -------- http://www.penulisan2u.my/

+ enjoyy ittt!!! [ why am i goin' mad even when im talking wif com ???? ]

now waiting for my fav novels to continue their chapter n publish it into a BIG NOVEL !

waiting! gidaryo~

waaa~ finish school !!!!

after 6 years + 5 years = having schools , meeting new frens , hving fun wif tcher

NOW!

i have finish my SPM and rightaway OFFICIALLY finish my secondary school!!!!
[anyway, still not sure !~ mybe will be back to school for form 6 ]

whatever, ive done my BEST and now as {abg riq says,....} just TAWAKAL~

waaa~ it is true....
we will miss it once we leave it... * OH MY SCHOOL *

those i miss ;
~our 5 FARABIANs
~al-munawwarah ASPURI
~essamkaytt 2010 FORM 5
~ tchers : Cg BASRI, Tcher JULIA

they are timeless to me...........
hahaha just like the song in -- HAIRSPRAY!~

now [ME] aiming + shooting = TARGETSS!

* learn to drive n get a license
* learn new lang.
* learn to cook [ not that i didn't know, just want to IMPROVE my SKILLS ; ) ]
* get more money ! WHY? let me tell u in the next CHAPTER~

hopefully what i want can be achieved in this new year, 2011 ~

have a gooooodddd DAYYYYY ; )