my heart gonna brake off!~ bursting!

arghh~ all about SPM...
hardly to resist

its coming...... hmmmm

ottokhae??

preparing my self...

want to make it fast but want to have time to read all those book...

just TAWAKAL... ; )

hua hua hua... mate da xley bukak!~

huhu...
sgala galanya gara2 mbca novel on9....

huhui...
da dpat hobi baru... akn dteruskan ble abess spm nt...

mate da tggai sparuh sja........
huhui

try out bca novel or cerpen on9 kt sini :
http://www.penulisan2u.my

best wooohhhh...!~

nie skunk sdang mngikuti crita she's my maid.... ep 16 hahahaha

my short lovely post~ hoping...

maaaa~ im hoping........
please pray for me...........
may i get done the SPM with a blink of eye n easy as ABC...

again n again: ikeep repeating ~

my sis n my mom are bla bla bla down there...

what should i do???

dunno~ still thinking...

im a wrong??? maybe or nott...!~

to my sis : i dont want u to be dumb as just boys are stupiidoss...
thy wont think wht we feel, thought u said to me u wont be careless
things came we dun know ? yup... love is sacrificing : not true~
u keep spending money, ur beautifully, n ur love 4 them... it is really a pmbaziran babe~ spend ur life now njoying the world the love from fmily n let go ur fantasies love gurl.~
as u know we all love u~ we dunno how to appreciate thing whem thm r infornt of our eyes but we'll search for thm when they gone..

mommy +eommuni :
>sorry 4 lying 2 u when u ask me..
> i dunno which one should i stand next too...
> decision is the hardest thing that we had to make...
> hope u wont upset wif meif u had know the truth..
> hard 4 me 2 hurt ur heart n my sis heart
> the love i've given 2 u..hope u wont frget it..

now~ im madly finishing my work..
madly
madly
madly

어떻게해야합니까?

정말 한국어 언어를 배우고 싶다. 난 한국에서 친구를 얻고 싶어요. 내 친구가되고 싶은 사람이 있나요?

오, 안돼! 난 내 숙제를 끝내지 않았 잖아요! 그것은 너무 많은 작품지만을 가지고 너무 멋있어!

신경 쓰지마! 난 강한 여자이다.내 힘을 내 가족이 떨어져 있습니다. Roni는 이미 우리와 함께 아니지만 ...

그들에게 감사합니다!
내 친구에게, 난 영원히 당신을 사랑 해요!

'i am sorry if this post got anything wrong !~ '
please recorrect me if there is a mistakes ! ; D

lalalala~ the 'toothfairy' had taken out my tooth !

bla bla bla ~

nothing i can talk much n more...
only wanna said -
' im losing one of my teeth !~ '

hihihi
so the conclusion is _ DO CARE ABOUT YOUR TEETH !~

; D

dress is to impress my happiness ! ~

mamamia~ its beauty beauty beauty fullll.......

argh ! however may thing did came across my mind !

* is this gonna fit me?
*is this dress look perfectly fit with me?
* can i be beauty beautifullly with this dress?
* is my mom and dad gonna be mad if they see it does not look fit with me?
* should i just search it at it own boutique ?

but... i really wanna it !!!
how.?? waiting for me to be slim like seohyun??

ive gotta make it !! now or never !

wawawa~ ramadhan + TRIAL SPM = what it should be?

huh~ such a relief.... tadaa! suda penat mlayan buku ddaaa...~

after 3 week TRIAL SPM... now im back !

syg and such a frustrating when i da terlepas my MUSIC BANK ! no no no !

agk penat lorh ble tgah puase na jwab examm.. but anyway mybe ader kap-ba-rho-alif-ta-nun :KEBERKATAN !~

ramadhan da brlalu hampir sparuh bulan da nie,... baju aye x beli lg... ; ( sob sob sob

smua gara2 trial wat im going mad ~~~

so it is importantto....

* look up new news on KOREANs!
* look up new friends !
* buy up all RAYA things !~
* download RAYA song !!
* lastly , CELEBRATE lorh babe !!!

-im still loving you... [ say NO :B2st ]

what is happening? is the world round or square ??

gosh !~
what are the world the people are bla bla bla all around...
said that and this ! said it is true : said it is false !~
didn't know own mistakes ??? such a babo person !~
all the time the way we are in the wrong time place and even more everything !!

i like ur articles my chingu [ schoolfren ] thanks for gving me the support about :
dont be afraid and away because she said those words to you ..
her psycho is not entirely make me afraid but it is such a nuisance is :
the present of ur life in my life.. !
going away is the best way that i can give to herr actually...
but the "BIG BOSS" wouldn let it be man !!

she is lying
she is angry
she said she didnt say those word
she say she would forgive us
she say solution is the best
HOWEVER.............

SHE IS HYPOCRITE !
small things become big and start to be larger ... largest and enormously !!!

other may said :
wow she is excellent
we cannot let her go
she is the best
she is loving and caring
understanding me..
get money...
BLA BLA BLA/...

what people say is not what are they really look actually...

long long long journey...

she is psycho 'ing' us...
she said : DON'T TORCHER THEM. IT IS SUCH A BAD THINGS MORE THAN A BULLY.

omo !~ cant she think that the mentally bullies had made us a student ! those who didnt get it is such such such a BABO person ! they had become the fox, the black goat and what what what ever !!!!

hey !~ think about it man ! can't u just think of what ur child in the future will done it again !!~
pleaseee~~~~ leave us and give advise like a human being !!!!!

: its all about a human being think that 'it' is living in the world of animal :

; ( it is such a frustrating...

korean_addiction hadbeen MAD !!! mamamiaa~

first of all... lalalala... thx 2 my fmily... although they are bit weirdo to see my addiction had gone to MAD level... hahaha!


first, thx to appa.... ; )









ur help for buying me the cup is sooooo sooooo unforgettable.. hihihi


thought its using my own money.!
JUNHO , naneun saranghaeyo !!!

then... alalalala~~


thx to my sis as my dream came true...

my birthday gifts come early this yearr !!! hihihi













my ur beautiful necklace arrived immediately !!! hahaha
very beautifull perfect fit on my neckkk!!!! [ mad level of HAPPINESS ]



she also got me the BONAMANA poster !

owww... SUPER JUNIOR ! ting tong ~~~



a very thankful THX to my father and sister...

i will never forget it...!



SAME DAY... getting the fun from BUKIT MERAH LAKETOWN RESORT..



the first time going to the water theme park !!!


the MEMORIES will not be deleted my freinds !!


LOVE u all ! T_T

hwaiting !!!

lee seunggi in MY GIRL IS A NINE-TAILED FOX !!!

description....

Details
Title: 내 여자친구는 구미호 / Nae Yeojachinguneun Gumiho
Also known as: My Girlfriend is a Gumiho
Genre: Romance, comedy
Episodes: 16
Broadcast network: SBS
Broadcast period: 2010-Aug-11 to 2010-Sep-30
Air time: Wednesday & Thursday 21:55

its all about...

Cha Tae Woong meets a girl (Shin Min Ah) and falls in love with her. The girl is actually a gumiho, a legendary fox with nine tails that eats the livers of humans. When he finds out that she is a gumiho, he ends up doing crazy things to prevent the girl from eating his liver.

lalalala...... ting tong ~.~

thx to:

http://wiki.d-addicts.com/My_Girlfriend_is_a_Nine-Tailed_Fox

mamamia !!!

thanx dad! although i have to pay off a big amount for the mug....

i think its awesome !!!

cant wait for the kiss me mug....

can u listen to my heartbeat????

wawawa... can u listen to my heartbeat ???

stressing bla bla bla....

father please... i really want that kiss me mug !!!!

mamamia..~~

hoping for falling angels come n give me the mug..... [know that its not going to happend]

sooo.... i really wanna that thing... aegyo !

naneun 2pm oppa saranghae !!!

always the charming prince in the dreams......

da twice da dream ader prince charming.... bkan changmin k ! haahhhaa....

missing ma tvxq... junsu is in the solo <> song pluz mv r already ready...!
what about other boys? jaejoong is recently can be seen acting in korean and japanese movies and dramas... yunho mybe in acting career.... changmin drama is coming soon.... mickey ? what are u doing??

always loving to see SHINee Hello Baby... <3 style="font-size:130%;">yoogeun is not with SHINee appas anymore... ]
so sad...

juz wannna say.... se hensem mana pon org tuh... bt i need to go wif the families.... so he's going to be rejected.... hahhhhhaa [ laughing like the evil QUEEN ]

i like tat dream ! ; )

miss MUSIC BANK is something tat i will regret !!! but bcause of this dream ....

i don really regret....

something tat i remember..... [ flashing back....]

i was accused in doing something bad... i cant accept it since im really angry wit that case....
my mom n my grandma really worried of me. where we are staying, i dunno bt all that i know that there in the house is the owner is a very rich person n his son doesnt like me... all of my family lives in there... wat about tat ??? no no no i dunno why ! nevermind.... so bcoz of worrying me., my family asked me to leave the house before the owner know that i have taken something... now i remember... ive been accused for taken or holding something tat is not mine !!! no !!! im packing things tat i need for my journey, im going to take a bus. the owner will be comeback in the night n my granny is already worry as i dont go lagi... haisyhhhhh! i was about to eat a little so tat i can save my money for my alone journey. i eat infront of the house door that likely look like my granny real house !! waiting for someone tat i want to bomb out ... i was eating kuey tiaw... hihihi a lil bit funny...! then i already saw him come in and his face turn pale when he saw me here... still dont take the bus... i heard my aunt (acu) whispering to my granny, "mak, knapa dia balik pulak dah. pgi td nasib baik rynn xprasan dia balik. ni dah datang balik," oh now i know who is really that should be blame !!!!! how can i prasan him in the early of morning, cuz i woke up late after cryiing along the night !! i put down my spoon + fork + clean plate [ means there is no more kuey tiaw] aside. i said to my granny, "mak u wait n see what ur grandchild is going to do to this boy !" i walks to him... his face expression shows that his is very afraid bt he calm his face like there is nothing happened... he is the child of the house owner...! im really angry with him.. i ask him to confessed that whatever happened is his plan. i drag him by holding his arm into the house and asked him to confesse it while that my hand cant stop from slapping him everywhere!!! his face his hand his lap... and i pinch him ... then until i said to him that i want him to confess infront of his father that i dont do that thing if his father already know. he said ok2! he will confess. i stop from slapping n pinching him. i asked him why didi he do like that to me? why did he really2 hate me..? then take me to a red white sofa and sit to the very left of the sofa which is really right next to me. he sit very near to me. he takes the tv remote and said tat he does like that coz he dont like when he likes me... ahaa! what??? aigooo! he put aside the tv remote and put his right hand on my shoulder and said that he is really sorry for what he had done. fine! i accept his apologies... he open the extra side of the sofa which make the sofa longer and my leg and his leg were really near as he blanket our feet together. i was so closed to him. then when his father came back home he said, " ai ari tu pnyer truk bgaduh. ni dah baik dah?? i juz smile at him and i know that his father doesnt know anything yet... he juz watch the tv without looking at his father. i asked him, " bukan ko ni rmai org pompuan dok suke ke? sal x pergi kt diorang?" he looked into my eyes and said, " diorang dok tgedik2 kat ak, so ak naik rimas la. baik dok dgan kau je" ok fine! then he said he wants to take me to eat at outside kdai mkan.. while we eating with another with his couple friend. i sit infront of him... i think tat maybe they are making joke that said i and him is going to be married and happy... blablblblaaaa.... i said that i want to buy beautiful tdung to wear on the happy day... bla bla bla bla... he said that it is true he likes me... i am shocked!!!! if u can listen to my heartbeat it is beating happily actually... b something cames up, someone doesnt like me together with him coz his sweet dark face , his tough body doesn really go with me coz im not really pretty as the other girls... bt all i remember in the dream is his face is like ijat lorh !!! hensemmm.. he want to take me to another place. we are going to my angah house to stay there and continue our journey tomorrow... while there someone wants to sabotage us yet we can save ourself ... we were watching tv togther in the ruang tamu. he is laying beside me im sitting beside him my uncle is sitting on the sofa. then im afraid someone will find out we are together so i asked him to sleep where people cant see him. i walked out from the house and i meet someone then the man said to me that someone had sen a girls to bomohkan my boy... and something i remember now... he likes to usap my head lovely... i quickly run to find him . there is a room that i need to go in. bt many evils thing that halang me from going in there.... i fought them all and soon i was in the room. its too late as i can see the girl had put something in his food.... a white serbuk... dunno wat is really that thing... then i take him aside and said that is he remember me...? he said yes but he said that he is slowly doesnt like me. he dunno why. he start to hate me. i am really worried of losing my boy. he said that if i remember that he likes to put his hand on my head and play my hair... he said now he doesnt like to do that anymore... my worries is now is high to the sky.... oh no ! luckily his friend are helping me and said that they can treat him back... he doesnt look at all to me... im very sad...no... after they treat him, he gain his consiousness back... he look at me and said that he really miss me... yes ! my boy is back... he ring his hand at mysoulder and smile at me happily... EXTRA happy ! i like that! : ) he said that we are going to buy some ring later... he sit at an empty table and asked me to go there.... he want me to sit beside him... bt suddenly his boys friend go to him and have a big chat with him... and some of my friend sit with me at my table... i still chat with them bt in the same time my eyes and his eyes is looking to each other and we smile to each other....

greeeeeeee.... something noisy wake me up... i think that it is 6 or 7 in mornig.... bt now i realised that i over sleep !! hihihihi... so i wake up !!!

although it is so rugi to miss the music bank bt i still can treat my regret with this sweetful dream.....

sini sana ..

here is where i will talk all tat i think... about me...

i dun really like people wanna know me actually...!
why???
: i also dunno.. mybe this is the curse from the jeruk !
hihihi
i call him jeruk for the first time.. and i think it suits him ....

about a boy who really doesnt know me let ur self really dunno me... let it.!

today i met someone that i have missed : my old friend : he seems to grew up very fast..

time has taken moment between us into memories ! : )
out with another friend i got another feeling !

the ENJOYMENT !
im letting my self to love someone tat i dun really love.. !! ; ))

a big smile on me get me a big smile on u !

friday 5 mac 2010
sports day skool rynn...

the best sport's day ever in rynn's life ! rynn enjoy !

events that make rynn smile smpai ke tlinge...
- seeing 'macho' running fr 800 mtre
- could see 'macho' face dkat2..
- talk n give 'macho' food + [diew swuh pgang makanan diew]

rynn happy !!!

rynn doa supaya rynn dpat knal macho lbey dekat k !

tuesday>friday 9-12 march

rynn examination !!!

very frustrated dgan biology paper. ! dunno wat to do n wat to answer to sir when rynn dpt result nt !!!!

watever it is...
exam rynn da abes... !

bt on this friday gaks ader mjlis bersara cg zamri..

rynn sedey sgat tgok cg.. doa batch rynn pd cg :

smoga cg cepat sembuh... ; )

sengsara ak kaw xtahu...

since month n years past n go
i never knew that what he is going to be...

is he really happy with his life or just pretending he is happy

didnt he realised that all of us loves him

we will never go anywhere if doesnt let us go

but

what is really in his mind

everyone cant figured it out

did he really love us

or

it just a really good performance from him

why

why

why

he took this n that

without

our knowledge

why

am he is so desperate till he must done that

this eyes has cried so much since 10

so unwillingly to see that happend

the burden on my shoulder

came more n more

cant stop it from coming on

all

that we can do

is

try our best to wake him up...

love cant be buy by money but love will come to us by our sincere heart..

missing THEM...

it been two month that i actually try to fit on my new style.
whats goin on n on?

im missing my old frens.

:chicken:plahap:ARABICnose:overREACTEDboy:worldstatue
:mickey:laksa:happy:mom:siren:goat'sGURL:anyss:eyfa:heartBREAkingwords:babymya:cekeyka:

wat wat lgy r ???

suda lupe bt smpai skang chicken still calling me BATISTA ?!?
argh !

finally here i am... starts in this first day...

welcoming u if u r here...

get by here to say that im taking arts in my SPM..
as a SPM candidate, really scaring me that words..
wish that all of u can stand by me n giving me supports that i need.

no need to think about the others [my junior especially, they really makes me lose air to breath]

suda2 lar...bhasa tungganglanggang suda. maaf yerk ! luv u!